April 2005 Archive

I am so bored. Time is just passing so damned s-l-o-w! :ugh I downloaded some music and have been sitting here thinking about going downstairs to workout on the elliptical…but you know I won’t. I am forcing myself to go to Curves tomorrow. I am feeling so…crappy. I haven’t worked out on a regular basis for months. So..I need to get focused.

My friend is driving home tomorrow. Can’t wait!

I have the day off Monday and we are having the house appraised. We are hoping to refinance already since we have made a lot of equity in the house. If we can we will pay off the cars and put in the backyard. It would be so nice to save $700 a month in car payments! Talk about saving some money for our future.

I uploaded a couple songs on my radio.blog.
Gwen Stefani – Bubble Pop Electric & Shit
Smashing Pumkins – Eye (from Lost Highway movie soundtrack)

:kiss:peace

Haha..these lyrics are fuckin funny!!

Come on Johnny when you gonna get here?
Alright hold your pretty horses ill be there in a minute you
just get yourself dolled up alright
toots and you pick a place you just pick a place
Um Johnny
Yeah Gwenie Gwen Gwen
You might wanna hurry because tonight is the night

I’m empty I need fulfilling yes I do love
To the ceiling when I do love
I get this feeling when I’m in Love

I’m restless can’t you see I try my bestest
To be good girl because it’s just us
So take me now and do me justice

I’m waiting patiently
Anticipating your arrival
And I’m hating
It takes so long to get to my house
To take me out

Tonight I’m gonna give you all my love in the back seat
BUBBLE POP ELECTRIC
Gonna speed it down and slow it up in the back seat
BUBBLE POP ELECTRIC
Uh-O in the back seat

Ok now, I understand he’s on his way now
But jeez louise I mean today now
I can’t wait I wanna play now

I’m antsy
BUBBLE POP ELECTRIC pansies
My sweet tooth I want your candy
The Queen Of England would say it randy

I’m itchy
I wish you would come and scratch me
Tonight I’m falling won’t you catch me
Swoop on by so you can snatch me
And take me out

Tonight I’m gonna give you all my love in the back seat
BUBBLE POP ELECTRIC
Gonna speed it down and slow it up in the back seat
BUBBLE POP ELECTRIC
Uh-O in the back seat

I’ll get it
Hey Johnny
Let me go grab my sweater
Hi Mr.Stefani
Bye mom
so baby where wanna go huh?

The need to be satisfied
Come pick me up I want a ride
Hurry, hurry come to me
Drive in movie
Drive in move me
Drive into me

BUBBLE POP ELECTRIC
You’ve gotta get it
(straight to me, drive in movie)
Take it to the back seat
Run it like a track meet
(come to me, drive in movie)

Tonight I’m gonna give you all my love in the back seat
BUBBLE POP ELECTRIC
Gonna speed it down and slow it up in the back seat
BUBBLE POP ELECTRIC
Uh-O in the back seat

Bubble Pop Electric

Starting off my day today goes like this…wake up at 6am. Shower and get to the court house at 8am. The driving school went okay but the instructor didn’t bring the certificates showing we took the class. I had to show proof of my attendance and I didn’t have it. I was at the court house and waited for them to confirm my attendance. It was a pain in my ass and I am freaking tired. In 50 minutes I have to drop Taylor off at the in-laws do I can go to work at 12:30.

I miss Brandi. She left for Sacramento yesterday to go to her grandmother’s funeral. I wished I could have gone with her but I couldn’t afford it or get the time off. Sunday she is coming back home and I can’t wait to see her.

I got a surprise email from someone this morning looking for my old friend Laura. What is funny about this though is this person was in the same circle of people as the one guy I found last May. How freaking weird.

Happy Birthday to Marco.

I have traffic school in about 7 hours. Hope to god I don’t fall asleep..sit next to a stinky asshole, or have to watch horrific movies. The class starts at 8:30 and ends at 3:30. Afterwards we have plans to go to dinner again.

Tonight I went to Brandi’s after work. All we did was hang out. It was real nice just chillin. I need to get myself to bed before I regret staying up any longer in the morning.

My friend Rachel just had a birthday!!

Today was a really busy day. I had the day off and had plans to get my nails done and go to the tanning salon but then I decided I didn’t need to blow any money on my nails this week. Taylor and I took a shower and got dolled up to go out to lunch with Brandi. At 1pm we met Brandi at the bank and we headed over to the Olive Garden for lunch and then went home afterwards. It was perfect timing when I got home cause Alan walked in the door 5 minutes later and then I headed over to the tanning salon. I went in for 8 minutes this time and I actually burnt a little bit. My ass and back are red. :confused:lol At 4pm Alan, Taylor, and myself drove to Alan’s fathers house for dinner. A couple hours later I had to meet Brandi at 7 so we could drive all the way over to the other side of the world to the opera. We were invited to go from a couple co-workers that we work with and they were just awesome!! It is crazy to work with such talented people. ….so that was my day. Now I am at home relaxing and I need to get my ass into bed.

An update about my personal life..I never dicuss my marriage because it is way too personal to discuss to complete strangers..you know it isn’t anyones business really..but Alan and I are really trying to work on things and it is like a teeter totter..up and down…We have some major issues that we haven’t ever told each other through the years and even though it is painful to dicuss I feel a lot better now releasing what I feel and hearing what he has to say. Trust me..it would be so damn easy to just let everything go but we both agree we have worked hard building our lives together and we shouldn’t throw it away. No relationship will ever be perfect and they may not last but I need to try a little harder at making things work too. I think that I let myself build up so many walls that Alan just can’t reach me. He loves me more than anything in this world and I have some issues I need to work on. That is all for now.

I updated my Bye Fatty.

I also went tanning at a tanning salon tonight for the first time ever in my life. They have a new customer deal 6 sessions for $20. I think that is all I need though for the summer. My skin feels tight and I hope I didn’t burn. I guess I will find out tomorrow. I was feeling very claustrophobic in the bed. I don’t recommend going into those beds if you don’t like feeling confined. Well. I need to hit the hay. :sleep