September 2005 Archive

Yesterday Alan managed to drag me out of the house. Taylor, Alan, and I drove out to Carefree, about an hour away and had some lunch at The Horney Toad. They have some awesome BBQI wanted their torpedo burger, a hamburger filled with green chilli and cheese but I ordered BBQ pork instead. My stomach has been bugging me since I started taking the prenatal pills that were subscribed. After we had lunch we drove out to Anthem, another 25 minutes away and walked around the outlet mall. I find it funny how the outlet mall is supposed to be cheaper prices…I hardly find that the case. I bought some perfume called, Shi, and Taylor got some toys. We started heading home around 5:30 and all we did after we came home was veg out. After Alan and Taylor went to sleep I watched that Martha in prison movie and Robocop 2. I finally hit the hay at 3am after tossing for a while. Pretty soon I have to get ready for work. This week my boss scheduled me some pretty crap hours. All of a sudden my hours have been cut and we have 2 people on vacation…he also hired a part timer. I confronted him and he said my hours will be normal…and something to do with me being gone and told him..”I’m not going on maternity leave for another 9 months or so..and I will be gone for a few weeks.” Makes me wonder…I need to get a hold of Brandi and apply at the bank soon. Well, Taylor is calling and I need to get moving.

Oh yeah and I have to make an appt. for my blood work and they gave me a slip for an ultrasound…Have to schedule all this before my next appt.

I haven’t done anything lately. I feel like a home body. I want to sit and watch tv all day. I had today off and thats all I did. I did make dinner and clean a little. Taylor is addicted to bubbles. Thats all she wants..bubbles..bubbles..bubbles. Alan and I have the day off tomorrow and have no clue what were doing. Probably just clean the house. I’m bored but then again I am too lazy to get off my ass to do anything lately. I need to workout. I found a really cute graphic that I might purchase and use on the site I might make a couple new layouts. Mmm…Thats all for now.

I keep having nightmares. Last night I dreamt I was going to die and the other night I had a couple weird ones..like this dog went crazy on me.

Have to work tonight.

It doesn’t feel like I had the past 3 days off. I have to go in tonight at 3. I’m feeling so lazy..I wished I could have slept until 12 today. Taylor woke me up and I took her downstairs and made some eggs and toast. I was watching The Berenstain Bears and Rolie Polie Olie..I started to fall asleep so I came up here. My eyes are heavy and I want to melt in the mattress. *yawn* I went out last night and didn’t get home until 1:30am so I should kick myself. Well..I haven’t done anything exciting this week. I have my first OB/GYN appt. on Wed. the 21st. I called this other place closer to home because where I used to go is about 25 minutes away, well; the place I called around home couldn’t get me in until Oct. 6th. Screw that shit! I shouldn’t have to wait that damn long. I need to be extra careful about my Blood pressure. It went up last time at 35 weeks and I am worried it might do that again. It was 186/110..pretty scary.

Thanks for your comments. I sent you all emails and I hope you got them Do I want a boy or girl? I honestly don’t care as long as the baby is healthy! Alan and I have thought of some names for both sexes but I would love to keep this a surprise. Alan wants to know. Let’s see what happens.

Another thing..I feel normal. I haven’t thrown up. I never got sick when I was pregnant before and no, it isn’t weird. Not everyone suffers in agony. It bugs me that I am being called “weird” when I don’t have any “morning sickness”. I of course have sore boobs and am getting a little tired but it certainly isn’t anything to complain about. Just because you are pregnant doesn’t mean you are automatically going to be ill all the time. No one has the same symptoms…everyone’s body is different. Every pregnancy is different. I just hope I don’t have bad acne..I had nice skin the last time..But..I have like 5 huge zits on my face and it really sucks!! LOL

My mommy celebrates her birthday today!!!!

Also, Last night I took a pregnancy test and….

So, I took another one and…..

It said the same thing. I am going to make a doc appt. tomorrow. I’m hoping for the best and the only thing that worries me is my weight. I was hoping I could have lost 30 more lbs…wanted to try next year but hopefully things turn out alright.