I went to the doctor yesterday and my labs came out well. I had them check my cholesterol because it had been about 7-8 years and my mom and brother recently have been told theirs is high. My brother was actually put on medication so I thought I seriously needed to get it checked. To my surprise it is within the normal range..175. They took 7 vials of blood for all my tests….I don’t remember them taking so much before with Taylor.
Another thing she told me is scaring the shit out of me. If one of the babies is breech I will have an automatic c-section. No trying to have a natural birth at all. I am seriously afraid of a c-section..I am so scared about it. I have seen one done on a surgery show and one of my fears is surgery. The pain…The operating room..the possible risks. Maybe I need to see a counselor about it because I am terrified
I’d rather jump out of an airplane. I don’t want to be on loopy pain meds and have internal stitches and staples….I won’t be able to go up my stairs in the house..So I would have to make a bed downstairs..I couldn’t carry the babies until they told me it is safe and I can’t take a real shower. So….wish me luck the heads are both down in position so I don’t have to worry about it.
I asked the doctor when she thinks I will be off of work and she told me she will have me off of work at 28-30 weeks. 3 months before my due date..and then I’ll have my 3 month maternity leave. I will be off of work for 6 months!! Alan and I are trying to figure out how we can afford it. There are so many things to think about and it is getting a little overwhelming.
I have my Depecehe Mode tickets
I can’t wait until the night comes!!! The new album is really good too. It has a lot of old sound too it. I want to put some on my radio blog but I don’t have a converter to change the format. Oh well. I need to go back to sleep.