November 2005 Archive

I saw the doctor today for my knee and all he could do today since I am pregnant was drain my knee and see if I had clear fluid or blood in my knee. He said if there was blood then I would have to see another doctor and highly suggested I get an MRI done because blood in the knee is a sign of damage..and I would need an MRI to see exactly what I have done. Well, I really didn’t want to have to let him stick a needle in my knee to drain but I did let him. He said I had blood in my knee and he showed me a lot that he drained. It felt better having some of the pressure out but honestly right now it feels just like it filled right back up and is even more uncomfortable than it was before. Next week I have another appointment with the surgeon so we can get to know each other and he can figure out what to do next. My OB/GYN told me she would rather wait until I deliver the babies to have the MRI so I am kind of in a hard spot. I was told I can’t return to work until further notice also. Hopefully my knee heals soon and hopefully I don’t require any surgery down the road. I hate surgery. Scares me to death. I am required to wear my immobilizer and use crutches but when I’m at home sitting or laying then he wants me to not wear it and try to move my knee as much as possible so it doesn’t get stiff.

Enough about me..Alan is sick..fever..chills..congestion…etc. He must have picked up a bug from the ER on Friday night. Taylor developed a fever of 102 today so here we go again. She was just sick with a fever on Halloween. WTF? I want my mommy. Well..I need to get to bed and hope Taylor’s fever doesn’t get too high tonight. Advil..please keep working.

I had a blast at the concert….but…I sprained my knee. The ER Doctor wants me to call the orthopedic doctor Monday and have an MRI and see the damage and he thinks I may have fractured it but honestly I think I tore the ligaments on the outer side of my right knee because if I move it or put any of my weight it feels like its going out of joint.

I was having a ton of fun! When they started playing Personal Jesus I turned to my friend and we started bouncing up and down and when I went down my knee felt like it went completely out of place and on the way up it popped back into place. I tried sitting but I started to panic and got out of there and they had me sit and brought the medic down to get me in a wheel chair..LOL On the way up to the room they asked me if I was okay enough to watch the last of the show cause they were going to have 2 encores! I said ok but trust me, I was pretty uncomfortable. The security guy gave me his copy of the set list of the night I asked..would it be possible to send the band up to kiss my knee..hehe.

Alan came and got me and we went to the ER and after waiting 3 hours I got x-rays and then 2 hours later they sent me home in a splint and I have crutches. You know how hard it is to walk on those things? I also stayed upstairs all day because it sucks going up and dpwn the stairs…I have to sit on my ass and do it that way.

On to Thanksgiving..I attempted to cook and I think I did a really good job. Alan’s dad came over and we watched the Broncos game. That was pretty much all we did. I’m getting tired and I am so thirsty. We didn’t get home until 5am this morning and I have tried sleeping but it’s been kind of hard. I’m going to bed…Nighty night.

Tomorrow I get to see DEPECHE MODEEEE YAY!!!!

I don’t have to work today and I need to get my butt in the kitchen and start cooking. ope you all have a great feast!!

Real quick..I had a customer come in last night and you know how people ask you the stupidest things when your pregnant..right? He asked me and I had to ask him what he said 3 times to make sure he asked me what i thought..he asked me..”Are you expecting the twins?” I said, “what do you mean?.. for Thanksgiving???..” He said, ” No, are you still pregnant?” I couldn’t believe he asked me that!!!

A lot has been going on and I am just way to lazy to sit down and write about it. I write little things at myspace or my 360 but when it comes to logging on here I really have been slacking.

About 8 days ago I woke up and my inner ankle was really hurting. I was supposed to go to an appointment yesterday morning but I was too tired to get out of bed and drive across town so I didn’t make it and of course it still hurts pretty bad and when I stand up and put my weight on it it doesn’t feel all that great. I need to reschedule soon. I went to my doctor visit on Tuesday and she said I’m doing well but she wants me to not gain anymore weight. I put on 20 lbs since I found out I was pregnant. They froze my account with LA Weight loss so I haven’t been following any sort of diet. I feel really crappy like my face is just huge I developed my double chin again. On Friday I will be seeing Depeche Mode and I have no idea what I’m going to wear but I feel kinda ugwy and it sucks. So…i’m kind of mad and depressed I gained 20 lbs. The doctor told me I should have put on only 5. Whatever.

I just woke up having the freakiest nightmare. It involved a lot of death and my brother was in it. He gave me his necklace with 2 coins and a charm on it to wear and then I found him alive and all of a sudden we were being attacked by aliens in human form..I was running and I woke up after a family found me hiding in their backyard and asked if I was one of them. Trippy stuff.

Ok..this week I have a great schedule at work No complaints at all. I work tonight 3-9 and this weekend I will be training a girl to close so I work with her 3-9. I never work with anyone and you know how nice its going to be to know someone is there to help with customers, answer the phone, and help get shit done??!! Monday and Tuesday I am off and then Wed. I am closing with another co-worker and I am off Turkey Day!! I am hoping Brandi and her hubby will still come to the house for dinner. Then Friday is the concert I’ve been waiting for since 2001.

My mom will be here on the 6th of December until the 26th! Finally, after waiting and waiting she’ll finally be here. Oh..and the landscaping was FINALLY finished. I have a few other things to share but I will next time.

Well, I have the day off and I have already seen Cinderella 3 times. I actually fell asleep during the second viewing and I dreamt I was getting ready to get a dress for a party. I came upstairs a little bit ago and started going through Taylors toys and we are planning on moving her stuff into the smaller room and start getting the room situated. We plan on painting the rooms, well Alan and my mom want to so I dont have too

Halloween was spent at home handing out candy because Taylors Temp wasn’t going down. She tried taking all the candy out of the dish even after we filled her pumkin up with stuff. We’ll try next year to take her out again.

On to other things…I only have one pair of jeans that actually fit ok now but when I sit I need to unzip them….I need to get some maternity clothes already. I think the overwhelming tiredness is going away thankfully and I haven’t felt bad really. The only thing that is buggin me is I feel my heart beating alot. Pound pound pound…My next apointment is coming soon and the doctor will tell me when I can go in for my next ultrasound I talked to my brother real quick and he is going to try and come down on his next leave. He has about 11 days in January and I am hoping he will get the plane tickets and see us. My mom told me she won’t make it in December now. I swear..they were supposed to have been here months ago and things keep getting changed at my stepdads work. I’m kinda upset because now we wont have Christmas with them Oh..and I am hoping my good friend Sissy and her hubby will get orders to move to Phoenix when her man gets back from Iraq!!!! I really hope they are able to get here. We would live 10 minutes away if she did.

Have you ever known someone that was so bored and had no life that they had to always stir up shit with other people and even when multiple people confront them they still try and deny it like stupid assholes? I work with someone like that and I am really getting tired of having to hear things fall out of his mouth. I hear the same stories over and over and over again as he repeates shit to customers that they honestly don’t need or want to hear. I am tired of him starting rumors about me sleeping with people. Yeah he actually accused me of sleeping with someone and when I confronted him he wanted me to hear his side of the story. I swear..this person needs to quit smoking weed every damn lunch break and get a damn life and stop trying to get attention by talking about other people. He is such a loser.

My friend wrote this and It is the damn truth….

Jealousy is the fastest way to get shit stirred.

The Moral….Its sad when you lose Respect for those whom you once thought really had their Shit together. Its Pathetic that certain people HATE it when others dont want them in the sexual sense, they become shit stirring, backstabbing,lying,skanks, who will do anything and everything in an attempt to make others miserable.