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Here’s the belly. It’s getting bigger and bigger. I went shopping the other day and the lady didn’t have much for me unless I went into the 1x sizes. I’m like…my thighs and ass aren’t 1x so wtf? I was a size 12-14 and now I’m so fucking big I don’t know what to wear anymore except a Muu Muu. I found a nice jean dress that I can wear though. I was going through my closet looking at my summer shorts and I looked at Alan and asked, ” I used to wear these, OMG!?” I did pull them up my legs to see if I could even get them on and there’s a 20 inch gap between the zippers. I’m just praying I will return to my -200 lbs soon after I deliver because I worked out really hard to lose that weight before. Enough about my self esteem complex.
I had a great surprise show up at my door. Alan went to the store to deposit our LAME tax return and when he returned home he brought my girlfriend Brandi with him
I was like, OGawd i’m not wearing a bra..lol, but whatever, I was happy she was here. I miss hanging out with her
Alan ordered some pizza. It should be coming soon. I have been trying really hard to not ask for Starbucks and things because money is tight since my paycheck is 50% of what it was…We’re splurging tonight because we got some extra money..but the rest is going to the bills. The medical bills are coming and coming.
Yesterday I saw my Physical Therapist for the last time. I sent him an email describing the Symphisis Pubis Dysfunction and he agreed that is probably what is going on so he basically had me do only a couple of the exercises this time. My knee doesn’t hurt anymore, I do still lose stability some times but it doesn’t really bother me.
I have a new renter this week, Haunted House Dressing. Morten has an awesome gallery full of art at his DeviantArt site. Please check him out ![]()