Here’s the belly. It’s getting bigger and bigger. I went shopping the other day and the lady didn’t have much for me unless I went into the 1x sizes. I’m like…my thighs and ass aren’t 1x so wtf? I was a size 12-14 and now I’m so fucking big I don’t know what to wear anymore except a Muu Muu. I found a nice jean dress that I can wear though. I was going through my closet looking at my summer shorts and I looked at Alan and asked, ” I used to wear these, OMG!?” I did pull them up my legs to see if I could even get them on and there’s a 20 inch gap between the zippers. I’m just praying I will return to my -200 lbs soon after I deliver because I worked out really hard to lose that weight before. Enough about my self esteem complex.
I had a great surprise show up at my door. Alan went to the store to deposit our LAME tax return and when he returned home he brought my girlfriend Brandi with him 
I was like, OGawd i’m not wearing a bra..lol, but whatever, I was happy she was here. I miss hanging out with her 
Alan ordered some pizza. It should be coming soon. I have been trying really hard to not ask for Starbucks and things because money is tight since my paycheck is 50% of what it was…We’re splurging tonight because we got some extra money..but the rest is going to the bills. The medical bills are coming and coming.
Yesterday I saw my Physical Therapist for the last time. I sent him an email describing the Symphisis Pubis Dysfunction and he agreed that is probably what is going on so he basically had me do only a couple of the exercises this time. My knee doesn’t hurt anymore, I do still lose stability some times but it doesn’t really bother me.
I have a new renter this week, Haunted House Dressing. Morten has an awesome gallery full of art at his DeviantArt site. Please check him out 
Hang in there. I was about the same size as you were pre-pregnancy. I am still struggling to get back to where I was. But, we will be back.
You have two babies in there, so you are allowed to grow
Your belly looks down right adorable!! I gained 17 pounds with my twins, because there came a point where I couldn’t get enough food in me and they started to eat me. I walked out of the hospital eight pounds little than my pre-preg. So ya never know, but those two will be so worth any weight you put on.
Hope you enjoyed the pizza, sounds good right now.
Hey love your new layout. It’s hot! You don’t have to much longer before you have 3 kids on hand. lol.:mrgreen:
I think you look pretty damn good for 25 weeks..3 months to go!! i know what your feelin though..may 50% less lol but I know
I know that putting on the weight is making you sad but just keep in mind that you are having twins. Plus I am sure that once you deliver you will be able to go back down…especially since you will always be busy. *hugs* Just try not to get too stressed over anything.