February 2006 Archive

I got a call today from the short term disability guy. They DENIED my BEDREST..Fucking fuckers. Now I have to do everything I can to keep my job. I either have to return to work or have my doctor reword some things onmy medical report basically saying I’m in pre-term labor..ya, sure..I’ll be in labor for 6 weeks. idiots.

Yesterday I was just laying here….what I do ya know, and the phone rang. “hello”, “Hi, Michelle?” “Uhm, ELVIA??” We talked for 77 minutes and then got on MSN for over an hour. I haven’t seen my friend since 2003. We lost touch, she moved out of town, we moved a few times until we settled and last year she called and left a message on my answering machine. I called the number she gave and it was the wrong number. I figured she wouldn’t call me back because I thought she would feel that I didn’t care. I was so happy she called me back yesterday. I told her whats been going on and she told me where she is living and what she has been up to. We met at work in 2001 and she was like my Mom away from home. We would hang out, I would go to her house and we would take walks to help me get into shape. One of the most memorable walks we talked about 9-11. It had just happened and we shared that together. She was there for me when I gave birth to Taylor. What i find interesting is a few days ago I was showing Taylor pictures of when I was in the hospital with her and I saw the picture of Elvia. Sometimes I believe people have that sense of connection…ya know. Then, this morning I got an email from my other friend, Angel. We have been friends since I lived in Sacramento, 1993. Him and I go months and years without talking..but I guess this is the time for everyone to get connected. I love it.

Taylor has had a fever the past 2 days and her cough sounds horrible. Some serious chest congestion mucus filled cough. One thing I still don’t understand..Why when a child isn’t sick they want medicine and when they are sick they make every attempt to stay away from medicine?!! I feel bad forcing it down her. Her appetite sucks too. I really don’t want Alan taking her to the gym anymore..Bad parents bringing sick kids to a daycare..nice!! I guess I’m nice enough to shelter other children from catching my childs illness, it is preventable in this situation….Its a GYM, can’t parents stay home an extra day or two from a workout to make sure other kids don’t get sick? I guess some aren’t that thoughtful.

I’m feeling tired, sore, and biggggg. Nothing new really.

Go check Miss. Ann Thrope out. Go, get..move on

I noticed everyone and their mother is doing this stupid dictionary thing, so i tried it. I put in my name and here was the result….

I can’t help but laugh my ass off.

Taylor woke up sick this morning. I can hear a ton of crap in her chest when she coughs and her voice is messed up. I put a dose of medicine in her and fed her liquids..lets hope this doesn’t get too bad.

This week I seriously had a hard time choosing who I was going to give my rental space too. I had some major competition and I really hope they try again next week. I feel bad having to choose.

Okay, I chose the fabulous Ms. Ann Thrope. I was drawn to her site for a few reasons.

The first, I am so visual it isn’t even funny. I love her design.

The second reason is, She writes like she talks. I appreciate that. I am able to dive into her posts as if she was conversing to me face to face. I have a soft heart for women that can cuss. I am weird, I know, but I love it. Thats why I love another site on my blog roll, Mom w/ Attitude. I adore her, but I don’t think she knows it.

The third reason caught my eye….She listens to Depeche Mode. If you don’t know by now that they are GOD in my eyes, then you don’t know me very well. Anyone that likes DM has an automatic love in my heart.

I can go on and on…Please check her out. I hope you enjoy her as much as I have so far!!

P.S. This is strange and out of the ordinary for me to say this, but My hubby is looking really hot lately…I don’t know but he’s really looking like candy. Can you believe we are going to have our 9th wedding anniversary in June?? I can’t believe it!!!! ( I hope I don’t make Alan’s sister hurl, sorry)

I had a pretty busy day today. I went to my OB appointment and everything looks great still. My blood pressure was alright. My BP was 136/88 I don’t like the 88 though. Last time it was a lot lower. We discussed the birth a little and she seemed positive I would delivery naturaly, unless something changes at the last minute. I will have to be in the operating room just in case so the only person I can have in the room is Alan. Enough about that.

If you want to read my “Whiney Bitch post” that my hubby called then continue reading… If you can’t handle my bitching then don’t go there.
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